السبت، 19 مايو 2012

chapter 15

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we entered


i was looking around

thinking : plz not again plz not again

then i heard : tawa ma nawar
 
he was standing looking sexy as hell
 
me :  ahlaan , ebwjoodk
 
mohammad : 9arle sa3a an6erkom , wala 3aalabale mara7 tyoon
 
me : shd3wah sa3a
 
athoba : laa tkhaf e7na mo naafsk
 
i gave athoba a death stare
 
mohammad : ouchh, bs wallah makan ga9de al7en agoolkom lish
 
he was talking and moving his hands and i kept looking
at his face , dimples and eyes
 
he's sooo fine
 
btw i hardly complement people
 
back to reality
 
mohammad : awal shay tara walah el3a'9em mo ga9de
as7ab 3leech a9lan ana 7ade mestans ele ba6la3 weyach
 
me: 3yal lish 3ala goltk "sa7bt 3ly" ya3ne kanat el7arak kilish mo 7elwah
 
mohammad: ana fakart  million marah lish sawwet chthe bs mako 3ethr
zain , walah adre ene afashel w ma astahel second chance
w ya3ne ana w faisal are no longer friends
fa gelt malah da3e adkhlich eb mashakel entay malich shgl feeha
w shno beykon mawgfich etha faisal gal lish w madre shno tara
walaah i'm just looking out for you
 
me : can i ask u something
 
mohammd : yeah sure
 
me : is he
 
mohammad : is he shno
 
me: gay
 
waay shloon ga3dah agoolah madre , yarab laa , yarab laa , walah etha eee
bamoot men elfashlaah a7s magdar a76 3aine eb 3inah
 
mohammad : allah yahdee
 
athooba laughed
 
me : athoba that's not funny , waai3 alla eylaw3 chabdah
 
athoba : ma3a abdulaaah
she said while tearing men elth7kk
 
athoba : 7beebty w enty 3alabalich he likes u
 
me : waay shako , shtaben enty, aslaan al7en 3araft eysawe chthe 3shan  ma eyshakknah
 
athoba : laazm agool 7g leno al7een
 
mohammad : laa tkfeen  khale bainah w latfth7eenah
 
athoba : fine
 
we ate
 
chatted a bit
i wanted to get the hell out
 
way a7s fashalaah
7adanh 6e7nah men 3ainahh
 
me: yala athooba taakhar el wakat
 
athoba : w enty men meta thtameeen
 
la7tha ehya chthe kholga et7r huf ba3ad hal fashallah tabe teg3aad
 
me : huf athooba wala ta3banah yaalah
 
mohammad : afa maryoomah ge3day shwy shd3awah
 
waay walah abe ag3aaddd
 
me : maykhaafl marah thanyah enshallah
 
mohammad: ya3ne sama7tene
 
me:  i guess so 
 
athoba : ana masam7tk , ana ga3da bs 3shan el food  7elo w yo3anah
 
mohammad: aslan enty mno nadach ana bs kent abee maryoom
 
athooba: waay maskeen , aslan rele 3ala reelah ya3ne
if u guys gonna hang out guess who's coming
 
mohammah : yaa allah , tkfeen latyeebenha enty kafe
 
me : laa athooba wala makoo
 
mohammd: asta7melh 3shanich
 
is he flirting
 
athoba : 3ad betmoot maryom etha ma esta7mltne
 
me : hehehe
 
me : yalah we're leaving
 
mohammad: yala i'll walk u guys back to the hotel
 
athoba: laa ba3den elnas 3alabalhom e7na 6al3een ma3a our driver
 
me :looooooool
 
mohammad : a77 !! aslan ana shno abe feech ana abe awade mimi
 
maryoomh , maryoom , mimi
is he flirting wala ana ebro7e
 
he walked us to our hotel w he left
 
me : 3athooba fashlaah bad3te feeh
 
athoba: walah adre bs elyom  wallah
 
me: enzin shd3wah et7lfen
 
athoba : 3shan ma az3ll 7beeb el galb
 
me : hehehe
 
i didn't argue
today was good el7mdelah
 
_
 
i woke up , awal shay saweetah 
i opened my cell
w i checked twitter
 
i thought ena i would find a dm aw shay men \
MOHAMMAD 
 
bs nothing
 
anyways i showered
w i got dressed
 
w re7t el lobby
i just wanna clear my head 
 
i asked for  joley
 
i needed a head massage
 
while i was getting ,massaged by J
 
i heard a peeep men my phone
 
sert chene maynoonah abe ashoof mnoo
 
i told her to bring my cell 
she was like u should put it on silent
 
w that's why you're head hurts techology
 
me : way chenich ome huff
 
J: what
 
me : nothing
 
i was dying i wanted to know ymkn mohammad 
 
i grabbed my cell w i opened it w shft notification
men bbm i was little disappointed
 
i didn't wanna check bs gelt ykn shay important anyways i checked
 
wallah a request 
 
from : ..........!!!omg WTF
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 


الاثنين، 7 مايو 2012

chapter 14

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maryam maryam maryam

maryooooom maryoom maryaaam said athoba


athoba :shfeech nemty goomay tara taw el nas


me : what time is it

athoba :10

me : awwwww !! w ana men meta naymah

athoba : sarlich sa3a

me : ahha, am hungry

athoba :wa akheran a7ad ey7s fene

me :yaalah , am thinking about inviting mohammad

athoba : are u crazy  or something

me :laa athoba you don't understand we talked

she interrupted me

athoba : you guys talked ,lish ma geltele

me :wait al7en agoolich

i told her

athooba : y3ne why would faisal fake a disease

me : wallah madre

athoba : bs ymkn mohammad is lying

me : athooba i don't think so , bs bagoolich shay sar belshaleeh

told athoba about faisal and abdulla's convo

athonba : allah yaster shno gasdhoom

suddenly both of us started laughing soo hard

me :waai3 athoba enshallah mo ele eb bale

athoba :ge6a3 enshallah laa2 wee3 allah eylaw3 chbdhom

me : enzin how about dinner w mohammad

athoba : walah madre , bs ta3ly since he's not sick why did he
ignored you

me:i wanna find out , that's why am inviting him to dinner

athoba : ok , do what you have to do

me : ok 

***dm w mohammad******

me : you have one chance to explain  yourself , dinner in 15

me : if you don't come , please unfollow me w don't ever talk to me

(a3sabe , takhylw eygool laa kasraah )

mohammad : i'll be there in 5 min , where

me : yam our hotel fe  pasta house meet us there

mohammad : ok:** DD

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told athoba shno sar

athooba :enzin lish unfollow w el aflaam ele saweeteha

me : madre i felt like it, 3shan eyy

athoba : desperate much

me : hehehe not funny

we got ready
went to the lobby
walked on foot because it wasnot far

me : athoobbaa

athoba : na3aam

me : am nervous

athoba: la tkhafeen , he's gonna be there

me : laa adre ena he's gonna be there bs am nervous
i kept looking at my reflection eb every stores window

athoba : goly chthe men el awal

me : maleeqa

athoba: maryom w mohammad sitting in a tree
 she laughed so hard

i giggled

me : ana shno saweet eb 7yate 3shan ast7gich , tell me

athoba : chub bs chub

we entered

i was looking around
thinking : plz not again plz not again

then i heard : tawa ma nawar









الخميس، 3 مايو 2012

chapter 13

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faisal : ahhh he's sick

me :  y3ne flu ? chthee sa77

faisal : i wish i could say that

me : y3ne shnooo

faisal : last year 6a7 bel jam3a 3lehom w wadooh el mostashfah
6ala3 feeh el galb

me : ..........................ahh

faisal :w men 3ogobah magam ye6laa3 weyanah wayed
w shaleehat w sefar

i was still in shock i mean he looked fine
i felt like crab

faisal : maryoomm

me : hala wiaak bs wayed kesar khatree

faisal : eee walah , etha shfteeh salmy 3leeh

me : enshaalah asalan ana bs shftah bel airplane
maatwagah ashoofa again

i lied
i need to talk to him


i dmed mohammad

******** DM W mohamma*********

me : why didn't u tell me

mohammad : tell u what

me : ena 3ndkk galbb

mohammad : shnno shakooo

me : faisal told me

mohammad : faisal ?? ohh god

me : shno shfeeh faisal

mohammad : nothing , btw am not sick

me : don't lie to me

mohammad : am not lying

me :plzz tell me the truth

mohammad :am telling u the truth , he's lying

me: lishh he's lying

mohammad : walah madre tabeen se2le

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the convo died

i was shocked bs lish eygool mohammad ena he's not sick w faisal
eygool ena he's sick

am sick of this

walah am the sick one

i was 3ala my bed thinking and thinking

then it hit me

ymkn ena they are no longer friends
faa!! 3shan chthe faisal lied

bs lish eychathb
hufffff

then i remembered

fasial and abdullah conversation

*****

abdullah : ttwagaa3 shaftnaah

faisal : laa ma a'9nn a9laan shklaah makant 3ala elbahar

abdullah : enshallah mo nag9en fethay7

faisal : waain kanat

abdullah : shdrane agool felha a7saan
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omg omg

right now i'd rather die men el scary thoughts

is he.........not it can't be

omg i wanna die

i can't handle the truth

but am dying to know








الأحد، 29 أبريل 2012

chapter 12

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we turned around

it was athoob's second cousin's

heba and fajer

i personally didn't know them

bs athooba temda7hom

 athooobbaa: ahlaaaaannn

fajer hugged athooba and said heyy

heba kissed her cheeks

i shook their hands

heba: waay missed  u athoba

athoba : 7ata ana bs entaw mekhtafyeenn

heba and fajer laughed

they suggested we catch up in a coffee shop in 30 min

athoba and i shopped a little


i was pretty depressed


ena like lish eysawe chthee y3ne u wanted to go out not me

now he's avoiding me

WTH

i tweeted something pretty mean

"a 20 year old man hiding ,not a great look "


" you asked not me , remember"

"age is just a number"


kilish mo em3sbaah

he tweeted

"people make mistakes"

i tweeted

"man up w confess your mistakes , don't leave people hanging "

he didn't tweet

athooba checked twitter
etgole a39abich relax
itgol saweetaw twitter war

me : i won
athoba laughed

we went to a coffee shop 3shan netlaga ma3a fajer w heba

still ma yaww sar like 10 men w e7na nn6rr

i got a DM i checked it was from mohammad

me : srslyy athoobaa mohammad dmed mee

athoba: lat36eenah waay ,7greeh

i was pretty much pissed bs i was curios as well

so shftw what he said

********DM w mohammad ***********

mohammad : maryam plz i need to talk to you , still bel mall

mohammad : plzz answer asap

i answered  bs ma gelt 7g athoba

me : do you want something

mohammad : i wanna talk to you face to face plz

me : you blew me offfff now u wanna talk , no sorry

mohammad : i can explain , plz

me : i said am sorry

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harsh ? i know bs he deserves it

i didn't tell athoba , male khlg 5 min later the girls showed up

athoba zafathom ena ta2akhroo 3ala joke

we chatted a bit

we left

radena el hotel

i was bbming faisal

****bbm w faisal ******

faisal : ahliiinn , shkhbarech

me : el7mdelah eb khair w enta

faisal : athoba a7san minich esalt 3ane mo enty

me : looool, sorry

me :agoolk tadree men legainah bel plane ma3anah

faisal : mno

me : mohammad al******* your friend

faisal : laaa, 9iij ya7leela sarle fatrah mo shayfa

me: eee

faisal : enshallah sar a7saan

me : a7san men shno


faisal :............ahhh shno enty matdreen

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الخميس، 26 أبريل 2012

chapter 11

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huffff unbelievable
 
hath shno yabee waaaai333

****DM w abdulla *****

abdullah : miss me ? i bet u do

abdullah : i know u DO

abdullah : i'm thinking about telling faisal about us

abdulla: answer me

abdullah : is that a yes

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"allllaaaah yakhthiiiikkk "

goolaw ameen

he's a  psychopath

tawa eygole it's a lame crush

he's mental

FOR real


i went back to sleep , pissed at abdullah
didn't even bother to tell athoba

 bannaat yala gomaww it's 10:30

en7na benroo7 netrayag
if u need anything call us

me : enzin 3yal shako emga3deenah

both mama and athoba laughed


i was trying to sleep but my thoughts keeps interrupting
me

i know abdullah was lying
but why he would say that

huuufff !!! who cares about him !
my thought were like this

MOHAMMAD ,AZIZ, MOHAMMAD ,AZIZ , MOHAMMAD, AZIZ
MOHAMMAD,AZIIZ,MOHAMMAH ,AZIIZ

toxic

i yelled ughhhhhhhhh

athoba : ya enty ! emshay khn n6l3
abe breakfast

me : athooba khlish male khlg iffff

athoba : tell me what's wrong
awal mara a7s athoba men sijah

me: shoofayyy

waret athoba el dm men abdullah
her face , was about to explode

athoba :ambyy maryoom la tskteen hath walah mayoonn

athooba took my phone and DMed him

i felt good about my self lama she stepped in
i LOVE her so much

********dm w abdullah *********

btw athoba is dming abdullah

me : yaneeet enta walah elsharha 3lay ma36eekt wayy malat 3aliikk

abdullah : i told faisal ena u love me , u don't have to hide it anymore ,i'm here

me : ewwwwww!!! akher 3omre i end up with u !! i can do better

adre it's so mean bs i had to

abdullah : adree mo mengalbich , adre deep down u love me

me : enta 9a7ee wala tst3b6 ?? walah i'll tell faisal 3anik

abdullah : i already did , he's mad at u

me : ana awreeek yal chaallbbbbbb

abdullah : erta7e hobee

me : haabetk el garadahh

********************

i told athoba to block him asap

me : i started crying !!! huuf al7en twaqa3een faisal sadaq

athoba : walah madre shno agoolich ,call him

me : laa enty shoofy , bbm him aw shay

athoba bbmed faisal

BBM

athoba : heeyyy fasoool shkhbariiik , shloon el kuwait , missed u

faisal : ahlaaaan , wallah eb khair , shfeech , she6areeehhh

athoba : laa bs as2all , enta la7aad al7en belshaleeeh

faisal : ee ma3ahh el rabee3

athoba  : eee ma3aak ele weyay bel school chena esmah abdullah

faisal : eee laish ! shfeeeh

athoba : laa bs kent as2all

********************
 me: shno sar

athoba : chathaaaaabb ,magaall 7g faisal law hatha chan gal aw shayy

me : eee sa7 sajaah

athooba : blackmail him

me : waaay male khlgaa kaifah bs

i suggested enroo7 netrayag

athoba matgdar etgool la2 7g food


 we changed i wore my black short dress w my
balenciaga bag

athoba wore lace dress w  her dior bag

we went down , told the hotel's driver to take us to the mall

we entered the mall it was pretty crowded
we saw khalejeieen estanast lish madree !!!

suddenly i flashed back to school
 i smiled

chene maynoonah
athooba :akeed 3ajbich bo tajj

we both laughed

me: waay waii3 6aa3y he winks shkhbareee

athoba : 6a3y maskeen sh3rah emdahen w eymasheee6 waii33

me : kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak

i need this shit

we ate paied and left the table

me : athoba watch the way go latd3meen

athoba: haa?? shiiitttt

bagaat et6eee7 kaaaak

athooba : chub maryom maytha7kk

me : hehehehe , it's so funny
we were walking

i saw a guy hiding his face with a book
in a coffee shop
ohh and the book was the hunger games

more obvious !! huff lame

adree ena shafne w ydre ena shftah bs yst3b6 b6agag

we were walking , we passed him

he sneaked  behind us

athoba : wai3 azyad men abdullah

i laughed

someone screamed

athoooobaaa.

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الأربعاء، 25 أبريل 2012

chapter 10

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we were in the mall , we shopped a little i mean alot


i was still nervous to tell athoba , i didn't know why !! y3ne shno eb9efate a6laa3
 wyah

here it goes
 athooba i said

agolich mohammad yabe we do something later together
i really don't remember mohammad saying we but i had to bs akeed 8asda athoba ba3ad y3ne enshallah mo broo7nah

athoba: she6are ! faj2ah enshallah mo bel 6ayarah etkhatatoon

me : laa shako mo bel plane gabel shwy he DMed me

thoba: mashallah w dm !! lish ma gltele

me : haw ma fe shay 3shan agoolich

me : enzin shno geltay

athoba : wallah madre , bs ohwa khosh wa7ed y3ne atwaqaa eyfaker shay thane

me : saajaa2 , al7en agoola wain w meta ??wala akhleha bacher

athoba: since e7na bel mall golelah

me :ok

*******DM w mohammah *****

me : hey mohammad , e7na bel mall !! if u wanna join

ten min later

me : hellooooo

me :mohammad r u there

half an hour later

me : guess not , anyways we are leaving

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still ma rad !! wired

it was 7 athoba and i went back to the hotel

relaxed a little

athoba: let's do something

me :enzin bs khale greeb male khlg b3eed

athoba : abe car ride bs chthey en7oos

me : allah perfect

we knew some 20 year olds  that worked in the hotel as a summer job

we paied them to give us a two hours car ride

me : allah yaster

athoba : shd3wah , abe ath77kk

athoba was all about having fun !! i was thinking about why mohammad was ignoring me
but then again it's not like am in a relationship w him to care

a36abe relationship

we were in the car listening to music

jamming to my fav song be with you akon <33

athoba started to cry

me : shfiichh

athoba : mene they filmed merna w khalel

me : allllahhh <333

athoba : not really bs tethakartaa

me : loool 7aywannah

we went back to the hotel 

we were laughing so hard don't know why bs it's good

people thought that we were drunk

beltagag el7yaah 7lwaah until we reached our suite

thgalna w sawenah ro7nah serious ! shako madre

dakhalna mako a7aad perfect !!!

athoba : kaaak i can hear ur tummy !! yo3ana sa7

me : esmelah 3aleech thakeya bent khalte !! ee !! basna ehyata

athoba : emshay restaurant ele bel hotel

me : malee khlgg 

thoba : ok bye ana baroo7

me : offf 7aywanah ne6raay yayahh

athob laughed an evil laugh

we took a table next to the window 3shan enshoof el ray7 w el yaay
(7adnah kuwaitieen )

we ate went back

few min chan our parents yedkhloon

sawenha nafsanh men zeman yayaeen
LOL

we changed and immediately
went to bed

at 3 am

athooba: maryam wake up ur phone was vibrating alllll night

in an angry tone

me : okkk

i opened my phone it was from

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OMG it can't be !!!hufff









الثلاثاء، 24 أبريل 2012

chapter 9

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me : mohammmd
olllaaaaah shakbaree !!! amby taghayyaar wayed ya7leleah
me : athoooba shoofay hatha mohaammd refej faisal sa7
athoba : ambee eee !! let's say hi

athoba : esalam 3aliikom shloonk mohammad


mohammad : wa3alikom elsalam , asf bs mno ma3ay

aa777h kasrah aham shay ma3rfnah
shwy dagraah
what's up with guys not knowing us first abdullah acts now i hope
ena mohammad doesn't

me : ana maryam al***** couin faisal

mohammd : offfff mashallah !! kebarty w aked enty 3thba

athoba : laa 3athob

mohammad : ee asff !! ha shloon faisal walah 5obre fee men zeman

athob : ebkhair el7mdeelah

me : yalahh see u enjoy ur flight

waay allah yakhthne shno enjoy ur flight chene men el falapaan

he laughed
FML moment

athoba and i walked back to our seats my seat belt was broken
i called one of the staff  and told her
she wanted to change my seat it was full

there was an old man sitting alone she told me to sit next to him
i was on my way to sit next to him
then mohammad suggested ena his friend yega3ad yama w ana ag3aad yam mohammad

me : yes thank u mohammad 

mohammad : sure

mohammad's friend sat next to the man

i sat next to mohammad

mohammad : i can't let u sit next to him he looks creepy

we both laughed

we we're chatting for like 2 hours

i keep checking on athooba every hour, mohammad pulled out a book from his bag
 it was one of my fav the hunger games

he was reading it i sat with athooba
 time went very fast i didn't even feel it
athoba and i did so many things

it was time for the plane to land so i went back to mohammad
we talked more and made fun of the old man and bader "mohammad's friend "

we landed it was a fun flight

we said our goodbyes , we went to the hotel went up to our suite

athoba and i slept as soon  as we arrived

athoba: maryom wake up it's 2 pm let's go to the mall

i woke up washed my face and took a shower
we went down the lobby told our parents that we are going to the mall

we were on the way to the mall i checked twitter mohammad was following me i followed back

as soon as i followed back mohammad DMed me

******DM w mohammad******

mohammad : GM had fun last night :*

me : hey, yeah me 2

mohammd : let's do something later

me : sure !! i'll let u know the deets:*

mohammad : perfect
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athoba : let's take berlin Bi***

me : hahaha let's do it

i was thinking would my mom be ok if i told her that i'm gonna hang out w mohammah ??? i haven't even told athoba yet !! hate this feeling